Monday, June 1, 2020

What to do if you are caught in a mob

This was shared as public safety announcement from someone I trust and who has been in some similar situations. With the civil unrest, it's prudent for us to know how to handle ourselves if we find ourselves in a car during a riot/mob scene. Stay safe out there.
What you are about to read is the short and to the point of what to do if a mob descends upon you.
1. Gather intelligence prior to embarkation from the safest place you know (home/work). Use the radio, local AM and news media to determine where the mob is moving. Avoid and find alternate routes if you must move. Always have at least three routes planned and what the criteria is for a contingency if you need to abandon the primary route. know where the choke points are, know where the nearest hospital in route is, know the police stations in route. Make sure you are in an SUV 4x4 or truck and it is in reliable condition. Do not attempt in a low front wheel drive car, they are to easily stopped. Knowing is half the battle, gather information and use it to make informed decisions about movement. When I did PSD for the Israeli MOD this was life.
2. If you are driving and it appears the mob is ahead or traffic is strangely congested, TURN AROUND. Go back and take an alternate or if that's not safe bunker up at the SP. Do not get trapped in gridlock.
3. If you are driving and are suddenly descended upon and you can see out the other side, meaning that with 100% certainty you can drive through, around or over the mass you must commit to actions. From a legal perspective you are faced with deadly force in that moment. There are countless clips of people being pulled out and killed by the mob when they hesitate. Commit to actions, but only if the crowd is penetrable. Likely if they are established they will have employed stop sticks, spikes or have a plan to throw a paint on your windshield etc. (this happened to us a lot) Again be sure you can escape. If you injure someone, don’t stop or mob will lynch you. Call your lawyer and shut your mouth.
4. If you are trapped and can not turn around easily, you see the mass moving to you about 100-50 meters out, deploy several CS gas grenades in their direction. This will do several things, 1 it will slow them down, 2 it will buy you time to egress back on foot out of congestion and find alternate transport like a taxi or another car (whatever it takes to survive). 3 Many will assume it is police and this too will change their behavior. Remember that as soon as they face an organized resistance from riot police or the national guard they are not so brave.
5. If your car is stuck and the mass is moving and you are in too deep to escape easily or quickly commandeer transportation then…for by clever deception though shalt wage war. Cover your face, pick up a weapon and blend in, even pretend to be a looter so long as you fool the mass. Then you will be unremarkable. Do not attempt to defend your car or in any way show the mob that you are self interested in anything but contributing to society's demise. This will enable egress.
6. If you must protect a child, woman or elderly then you must be armed to effectively do so. You cannot fight a mob, they will kill you. If your life is threatened outside the vehicle (did I mention, never commit to the car if stationary) then this is your moment to be the badass you think you are and get out with your life and those of your loved ones. That is the one moment when all else has failed and you must be ruthless.
Take a look at what can happen at worst. This is a clip from 1988 in Northern Ireland when two British soldiers were lynched while driving.
Anthony Burke

Sunday, March 8, 2020

GORUCK Shooter - Indianapolis AAR


This weekend my oldest son and I had the opportunity to participate in a new GORUCK focused on shooting skills as well as having a physical fitness component. GORUCK has firearms related events for quite some time that are great for learning how to be more proficient in tactical skills but unlike the "challenge" events, the firearms don't have a physical focus. Shooter events are merging the two aspects into a single event and testing the participants comprehensively. If you want to hear more about the details and goals of Shooter, the All Day Ruckoff podcast had a great conversation with Cadre Garret Machine.

We arrived at the range and helped get things setup. The local Indianapolis rucking crew, Team Ninja, was there with the targets, stands and other gear we needed. Cadre Heath was running the event and we had a briefing on the overall order of the day. We'd start with a rifle safety review, prepare our gear and then ruck a 10k and upon returning, run through a prescribed course of fire. There would be 4 rounds of firing from various positions and in between each round there would be some physical training. The idea being that your heart rate is constantly increased under stress while maintaining accuracy. After the course of fire, we'd score the results and then repeat the process with a pistol course of fire with the only difference being a 5K ruck. Final scoring would be done and patches awarded. Unlike other GORUCK events, this is a competition where the top 3 participants would be given gold, silver and bronze placing patches. Additionally, per the podcast you'd need to have a score of 70% or higher in each course of shooting as well as make the time hacks for the rucks to be patched.

After the safety briefing and getting our gear ready, magazines loaded, eye and ear protection laid out at our station it was time to ruck. As per GORUCK Heavy and Tough weight standards it was 30lbs if you weigh greater than 150lbs and 20lbs for less than 150. My strategy was to have just my 30lb plate and a liter of water in a Camelbak so I could hydrate on the go. I'm sure some people will think it's just a 10k and I don't need water, but I know how my body works so water it was. Cadre explained the course we'd follow which was an out and back on the county roads that were around the range. We'd do the course twice for the 10k and once for the 5k. It was clearly marked with flags and signs wherever there was an intersection or turn. We all lined up and took off at the same time. The ruck is to be done as fast as possible so my plan and training prior to the event was to shuffle as much as I could. There is a scoring system in place and finishing under the time hack is rewarded - "it pays to be a winner" is in effect.

I pushed and tried to remember it wasn't a race against the other competitors per-se but against the clock. Having my watch track helped a lot to keep the time hacks in mind. I hit the turn around point and went back to the range. Since it was a rural area there were some farms and dogs along the route one which had a horse that was upset with everyone rucking past him. He had an aggressive posture, raised tail and would snort and bob his head when we went by. It was something to look forward to each time by and helped pass the time while shuffling along. My son ran the entire 10k and finished in less than an hour. He and a recent GORUCK Selection finisher were pushing each other the entire event. I finished the ruck in 1:22 which was pretty good for carrying an extra 30lbs and well under the time standard. After my 2nd lap I was instructed to head to the range to begin my course of fire. I won't detail it because it'll vary from location to location. Just know we shot 10 rounds 4 times with PT between each round.

After the rifle course was done for everyone, we scored the results and I grabbed some food I brought.  This is something for future participants, much like a challenge event, eat when you have an opportunity because there isn't a formal lunch break. I knew we still had a 5k to do so wanted to make sure I had some calories to avoid bonking. It was a beautiful day and was warming up. Dressing in layers is important so you can shed them as needed. There was some downtime between the 10k and 5k that I think will be optimized for future events. We all kept in mind that this was the first Shooter event and I used the opportunity to hydrate, get some calories in and change my focus from rifle to pistol.

Cadre Heath then led us in a pistol safety briefing and we repeated the process of getting our gear ready.  We got our rucks on and lined up for the 5k and we repeated the same course, but only one loop. Again I pushed and was happy to get negative splits for all 3 miles. My horse friend was in the barn so didn't get to see him get mad at us. Ha!  I returned to the range and began my pistol course of fire. Again it was 10 rounds 4 times with PT in between each round. My son again smoked the run and had completed all 4 of his course of fire before I even started my first.  I finished my shots and watched the other participants finish theirs. After we everyone was done, we scored our targets and waited for the final results.

Cadre Heath and the shadows/volunteers did a great job of scoring and double checking each target. They wanted to make sure everyone got the points they deserved and while this took some time, I was fine with it. Scoring in a competition is important and again if you didn't earn 70% on each course of fire, you wouldn't get a patch. As we gathered to hear the results, Cadre Heath shared a pleasant surprise for us - everyone who completed the entire event within the time hacks and all 8 rounds of shooting would earn a white Shooter patch. Those who scored 70% or higher would earn a leather Shooter patch and then the top 3 would get their respective patches.  Our class had 11 starters and we all finished. Out of the 11, 5 earned their leather Shooter patches which speaks to the difficulty of the event. Cadre Heath started with the 5th leather patch earner and worked up to the first. You could have knocked me over with a feather when he said I had earned Third Shooter. The top two are guys that are more or less GORUCK legends so to be able to stand next to them was a very good feeling.

We all then participated in a feedback session on what could be improved and Cadre Heath was sincere about understanding the feedback. Notes were taken and different options were discussed. Once we were done we all helped pack up the stands and clean up the range. We were invited to dinner with the class but as we had a 4 hour drive home, we declined. We said our good byes packed up and headed home.

Overall, this was an amazing event and I had fun the whole time.  I'm still surprised to have finished third as I didn't get nearly as much range time as I had hoped prior to the event. I have some great areas I need to focus on to improve which to me is always a great benefit of doing these events. I really hope more people have the opportunity to do these events, it was excellent and I will do it again if the opportunity presents itself.

Here is my rifle target

This is my pistol target


Tuesday, September 24, 2019

GORUCK D-Day Tough - AAR


GORUCK D-Day Tough – Indianapolis, IN – AAR
Here we go again – another GORUCK event and my 3rd Tough. My two oldest kids and I drove over Saturday evening and parked close to the start point. We were slated to start at 10PM so were happy to be in place around 9 so get changed and geared up. This event was something we were looking forward to for multiple reasons. First, GORUCK events are fun so always something to anticipate. Second, this one is focused on D-Day and with 2019 being the 75th anniversary of it, we knew the event would be special. Finally, we were doing an event with Cadres Cleve and Belman, both of whom we’ve done events with in the past (Cleveland Mog Mile Light) and Cleve was also one of the cadres at the Double Heavy in Cleveland. We knew this would be an event worthy of the Tough moniker and boy was it!

We walked over to the start point, which was The Oval at White River State Park in downtown Indianapolis. We were happy to find the other GRTs hanging around and met quite a few familiar faces from previous events. There were a handful of people coming back from the Heavy which was great to see. Doing a HTL (Heavy, Tough and Light) is on my “to-do” list and by being fresh faces for the Tough, we were helping them get to their goal. We had watched some of the coverage from the Heavy and as usual, the cadre brought the work. The cadre rolled in right at 10 and we formed up and did the normal admin phase of roll call, gear check, medical issues, etc. Cadre Cleve was happy to see we “brought the family” to the event. The cadre took turns talking about D-Day and with Cadre Belman being a Ranger, D-Day holds a special meaning for him and in fact he had just returned from a trip to Normandy so his descriptions were very fresh and realistic. Cadre Cleve was quick to point out the role Marines played in D-Day as well which was good to know since you don’t normally hear much about them. It was a true team effort for the biggest military operation ever run.

Admin phase done and a quick background and history lesson, we were instructed to get in the water of the nearby canal. Well, that escalated quickly! To be fair, we expected it, but I didn’t think it’d be 10 minutes into the event. That’s why I love these events – so unpredictable! We were told to link arms and then as a team, get underwater for 5 seconds. We all did it and then were told to do it again. Now our rucks were good and soaked as well as the rest of us. We then put our hands on the edge of the canal and did some exercises where we squatted and then used our arms to push up until they were locked. This was challenging with the wet rucks but nothing compared to what our soldiers in the Higgins boats faced when the gate opened. We then did some flutter kicks before getting back in the water and doing a couple of laps running in the waist deep water. We were told to get out and do team lunges with our rucks pressed. Drain holes in my ruck is a note to myself as I was still having running water fall on me when my ruck was overhead. We didn’t do the lunges to the cadre’s satisfaction so we switched out to low crawls. Like, really, really low crawls. If you imagine hitting the beaches in Normandy it helps you get low. We then transitioned to “I’m up; he sees me; I’m down” where you run and when the cadre says “He sees me” you drop to the ground. We did this for the length of the field we were in with multiple ups and downs. One of our team members noticed that they lost the bite valve to their water bladder so cadre had us low crawl around to find it. Fortunately it was located in short order but we had to pay for leaving a threat indicator, signs that you have been in an area and in a real world scenario can be a big deal if the wrong people find it when you are trying to be stealthy. We did some buddy drags and I was unfortunately a casualty. The only saving grace was the wet ground and 2 strong dudes to drag me around. After the drags we gathered around Cadre Belman who shared some more details about D-Day and Normandy.

People frequently wonder why I enjoy these events so much. There are many reasons but certainly one that is unique to GORUCK is the access to the Cadres. Their stories and descriptions of events brings so much insight and detail that you just don’t find in anywhere else. After a few minutes, we topped off our water and prepared to move out. We broke down into three groups and our goal was to place a demolition charge on a pillbox ahead. We were given options as to how we wanted to move as a team and we had fun going back and forth with the other teams.  Once we finished this, we needed to move some serious distance so moved out with our Higgins Boat, coupons of sandbags and water.

We ground our way for a few miles up the White River trail and came close to where we did the Veteran’s Day event service projects with Cadres Shredder and DS but continued past them. It was neat to see the riverfront we cleared was still open and looked nice. We finally made it to Taggart Riverside Park and we headed towards the park building to look for a working water spigot as many were black on water and we had drained the water we were carrying. Unfortunately the doors were locked and no spigots were working. We moved a bit further north to a restroom that was open and we topped off water there. We had missed our time hack from Cadre Belman and when Cadre Cleve came on we talked about paying our penalty. After some calories and water we circled up in the field and did some PT including the newly monikered Brickyard Manmakers, mountain climbers and more. A quick note on the Brickyard Manmakers – they started here in Indianapolis, home of the Indianapolis 500, and for those that don’t know, the Indianapolis Motor Speedway is called the Brickyard; thus the name. Even when he has you grinding your guts out, Cleve makes it fun and we saw the start of the morning while dropping with sweat, eating grass and bugs and smiling. That’s GORUCK for you.

We caught our breath, topped off water and geared up to move out. We rucked through the neighborhood as the city woke up and had a pretty good pattern of rotating coupons and making time. Cadre Cleve gave us a time hack and we worked like crazy to make it for fear of more Brickyard Manmakers. We were covering miles and making good time as it warmed up with the sun rising higher. We found an open spigot at a church and topped off water for the last time before our final push to endex. We made our way back towards the nice canal area and stopped at the USS Indianapolis memorial and took some pictures. After a brief stop, we moved out and made our way to the park where we started but we were not done yet. One of GORUCK’s Cadre, Cadre Rooney passed away from pancreatic cancer. During his fight with cancer, the Rooney workout of the day (WOD) was created so we did a round of it, +1 for the Ranger in the Sky. It was a fitting end to a great event.


We formed up, were patched and took plenty of pictures, said our goodbyes to our Team Ninja friends and headed towards the car for the drive home.  We would have loved to do the Light but alas, life calls and we needed to get home. As always, GORUCK events don’t disappoint and we really learned a lot about D-Day, Normandy and being able to share this with my two oldest kids was awesome. We covered almost 13 miles in a little over 12 hours and countless smiles.

Gear List:
  • GORUCK Desert Digital GR-2
  • Condor Battle Belt II Padded Hip Belt
  • 511 Tactical Coyote TDU 1.5” Belt
  • Camelback 3L Bladder
  • Nalgene 1 quart bottles (x2)
  • Altra Lone Peak 3.5 Mids
  • DryMax Knee High Hiking Socks
  • Woolx Merino Wool base uppers and lowers
  • Grunt Style Performance Long Sleeve T-Shirt
  • Russell Athletic Dri-Power Performance Crewneck Shirt
  • Columbia Silver Ridge Convertible Pants
  • Mechanix Covert Tactical Gloves
  • Vichelo V800 Headlamp
  • NUUN Electrolytes (I used 8 tablets in 4 quarts of water over the event)
  • Stinger Honey Waffles (x2)
  • CLIF BLOK Orange Energy Blocks (x2 – the caffeine helped)






Saturday, August 3, 2019

GORUCK Battle of Ramadi Light - AAR

We originally signed up for both the Tough and the Light for the Battle of Ramadi, but as the date drew closer, we received an email from GORUCK HQ that the Tough had been cancelled. Unfortunately there were not enough people signed up to run the event, which made me worry about the Light as well. Would there be enough to justify sending a cadre to Columbus for just a Light? The good news, there apparently was, otherwise this would be a very short AAR.

My oldest son and oldest daughter loaded our gear into the car and we made the trip to Scioto Audubon Metro Park. Even with this not being our first event, it was our first with Cadre Igor so there was a new variable and apprehension. We’ve seen a few other AARs and comments on the Tough page about him but beyond being a Ranger and smiling a lot, there wasn’t much to go on. Was he smiling because of the funishment he doled out or because he was having a great time with the class? We’d know soon enough.

We arrived early and enjoyed catching up with some friends from Southern Ohio Rucking and Endurance (SORE) as well as a former colleague who was there for his first event. I’ve written about it before but the community within GORUCK is phenomenal and having friendly faces around at an event is always an added bonus. Cadre Igor was sitting at the start point in his rental car with a large Ranger tab sitting next to him. We finished with final gear prep and restroom stops in time to line up in formation and get the fun started. We worked through the usual admin phase and it wasn’t long before we started some standard PT. Pushups, sit ups and the like. Cadre Igor was smiling the whole time and shared more details about his background while we warmed up.

Scioto Audubon has a nice obstacle course and after a few other GORUCK events where we didn’t use it, Cadre Igor had us put it to good use. We broke down into two teams and then carried some sandbags on litters through the course as a team. It started to sprinkle a little but fortunately didn’t last long. We worked our way across an A-Frame cargo net, over and under logs, over a wall, a jumble of logs and finally through some tire flipping. We did pretty well working together, communicating and getting it done and we were all plenty warmed up and dirty.





We shifted into rucking mode as Cadre Igor gave us a destination outside of the park, just up the river trail. We grabbed our coupons, flags, Ranger tab, litters and moved out. Our destination was Bicentennial Park so we headed north along the paved Scioto Trail. This weekend was Pride Weekend and Columbus has a pretty big celebration. As we rucked closer to the destination it became clear Bicentennial Park wasn’t going to work as it was jammed with people. What did Cadre Igor have us do? We rucked across the Rich St bridge, right through the crowds and eventually down to the riverfront where we navigated our way under the bridge through the concrete trusses. We drew plenty of interesting looks and comments from the crowds but nobody was rude or confrontational.


Our class all settled in under the bridge for a bit of history of the Middle East which is always helpful to provide context about the events that unfolded, motivations and people involved.  Cadre Igor clearly has a lot of depth and information in this area and had a great way of sharing it. Before we moved out, he asked a few trivia questions about the era we were discussing. We did well enough to lose a sandbag but not well enough to lose multiple. There are large concrete steps used for seats during events and we were challenged with litter carries as teams up and down the stairs. This will get your heart pumping and after 10 rounds we all were huffing.


We got a quick drink of water and then moved north through the crowds and behind a stage that had been setup for the weekend. While we were passing through, there were drag queens dancing and one had a wardrobe malfunction (wig flew off) much to the crowd’s delight. We worked our way through the crowd and eventually to the new Veteran’s Memorial on Broad Street.

We took the path up the spiral walkway to the roof garden/area where we settled in for some more learning while hydrating. It wasn’t long before a security guard came up and told us that the museum was closing soon and that we’d have to get off of the roof. It never fails, when we’ve come here we don’t get to stay long. We’ll have to come back and see it without an event happening some day. Haha.

We collected our gear and moved down the spiral, across the Broad St bridge and long the east side of the Scioto Trail. We made our way north and turned towards the Huntington ball park and then wove our way to a parking garage. Cadre Igor taught us how a unit clears stairwells and we practiced doing that up and down with finger guns and an air RPG. LOL.

We were having fun, learning and getting some exercise in all at the same time. After we secured the garage we rucked back to the main road and continued north to Goodale Park. Another bio break and some water before we stated some more trivia and PT.


Earlier in the event Cadre Igor had given us white strips of cloth and admonished us to not lose them. I had forgotten about them but now was the time to put them to use. We broke down into two teams and used the cloths to tie our legs together. Think of it like a giant 3 legged race but with a whole lot more people. We raced the other team and while it was close, we won. We really were doing pretty good with communication and team work. Cadre Igor also asked a trivia question from “Lord of the Rings” and I like to think I’m a pretty big Tolkien nerd, along with a few others on the team, we were all wrong. Bummer, no sandbag dumping here.

We moved south along High Street where a big gaming convention, Origins, was taking place. Downtown Columbus is hopping this weekend! We worked our way through the crowds, swapping coupons and making decent time south. At Nationwide and High we were offered more trivia and this time, we nailed it so were able to lose a sandbag. Woot! We packed up and headed south again and turned west on Broad St and then south on Marconi. We stopped at a gas station for endex supplies and picked up the river trail.

Cadre Igor had us stop along the route and we did some pushups in sequence as a team. We knocked out 244 in honor of the US Army’s birthday and when the US flag was created.



We also answered more trivia and lost some more weight. We were headed towards Scioto Audubon again and in the home stretch. We all had a good laugh about who was taking the sandbag we were using to carry the empty sandbags and fillers since it was the lightest coupon around.




We made our way back to Scioto Audubon and dumped the remaining sandbags back at the volleyball pits and then rucked back to the start point, where we lined up and were patched. Class 3137 was endexed.

Cadre Igor broke out some beer and Gatorade (for my kids) and we all enjoyed talking some more and having a good time. Unfortunately, the metro park police showed up and confiscated unopened beers and had us dump the open ones. They made a comment about how “You GORUCK people ruin things and take advantage of the park” which was weird. Apparently they have a no alcohol policy and previous events have not followed it as well. LOL. We all said our goodbyes, thanked Cadre Igor and hit the road. Overall it was a great event and we had a good time. We rucked 9 miles over the 6ish hours it ran and I look forward to doing more events with Cadre Igor.


Thursday, May 2, 2019

GORUCK Land Navigation Heavy - North AAR


Thursday morning came and it was time to load our gear into the car for the 1.5 hour drive north to Molon Labe crossfit gym in Macedonia, OH. My oldest two kids and I were excited to tackle a GORUCK Double Heavy. The first Heavy would be 24+hrs of Land Navigation with a few hour break and then a 24+hr Trek Heavy would start. It wasn’t our first GORUCK event by any stretch but the idea of two Heavies back to back was daunting. My daughter has done a few Lights and a Tough but no Heavy so this was really going to be new territory for her. We all talked about the event, the cadre leading it and stuff but as we got closer the car grew quiet as we all started to really think about the impending challenge.

Tuesday, March 5, 2019

GORUCK Arnold Classic Light AAR





The alarm went off at 5:30AM and I had slept like crap. I was excited about the event and kept waking up to check the time and here it was – GO TIME. I made sure my oldest son and daughter were up and moving and got ready. We were headed to downtown Columbus to participate in the GORUCK Light custom event for the Arnold Classic Sports Festival. We had heard about this event when stomping through the mountains in California for the Land Navigation Heavy when it was just an idea. Fast forward 8 months and it was finally here! We had no expectations for this event other than it was going to be a “longer” Light. Everything else was just speculation so we arrived at the start point with an open mind.

Thursday, January 24, 2019

GORUCK Battle of the Bulge Tough and Light AAR


Friday January 18th rolled around and my son and I were driving to the start point for GORUCK’s Battle of the Bulge memorial Tough in Columbus, Ohio. We had signed up for both the Tough and the Light months ago when the events were announced. The opportunity to do an event in the winter and commemorate such a pivotal battle in WWII seemed perfect. We had been watching the weather all week before and the forecast had fluctuated from 12-18 inches of snow, to rain/snow mix to snow early Saturday AM.  As usual in Ohio, if you don’t like the weather, wait a few minutes and it will change. We were prepared to stay in Columbus between the events if the weather turned bad so the trunk of the car was loaded with rucks, food and clothes.

Thursday, January 3, 2019

2019 Race and Event Schedule

2019 Race and Event Schedule

As I did in 2018, I wanted to keep a public schedule of my races and events. I think this year will include a lot more trail running, fewer OCRs and a handful of GORUCK Endurance events. The transition away from OCRs is a long story for another time but in short, I enjoy the other events more.  Here is a picture of my "home" trail system, Rocks and Roots north of Columbus, OH. Truly every time I run there, I leave with a smile.

Thursday, December 20, 2018

GORUCK Land Navigation Heavy - East AAR


In June my son and I completed our first GORUCK Heavy event, the Land Nav on the west coast in Southern California. You can read the AAR here. It wasn’t but a few weeks later that the coordinator of the event started to plan a similar event for the east coast and the location was identified as Pisgah National Forest outside of Asheville, NC. We jumped at the chance to do a similar event, closer to home and in weather we’re comfortable with. After my challenges with the west coast event, we both signed up for the Cleveland Area Rucking Crew’s Heavy Drop Training and completed 3 rounds before this event. In addition, we did multiple other events and continued to train and improve. I had a goal to fare much better in Asheville than I did in CA where I was consistently the slowest team member and….well, read the original AAR and let’s not rehash the past. That said, this is the AAR for the East event.

Thursday, November 15, 2018

GORUCK Indianapolis Veterans Day Tough AAR



The time had finally come for the Veterans Day Tough and we were ready. I was thrilled to have my oldest son and my oldest daughter joining me for the event. My son had just finished the Heavy a few hours ago and this was to be my daughter’s first Tough. Our cadre were two of the best we’ve done events with, Cadre DS and Cadre Shredder. My son and I did the LandNav Heavy with this pair in June and all three of us had done the Veteran’s Day Light with DS last year. We were excited to get to work with both of them again and knew they had a special event in store for us.

TL;DR - It was a Tough with a log, miles, cold and a great service project. Hopefully you read on.

Our start point was Military Park in downtown Indy and we arrived maybe 30 minutes before the event to make sure we were not late. It was in the 30’s and we knew it was going to be a chilly night. Other participants rolled in, including quite a few from the Heavy. Team Ninja in Indianapolis had quite a few people working towards their coveted “Bolts” for completing the HTL weekend and it was great to see so many make it. We mingled a bit and then lined up alphabetically just before the cadre arrived. Normally the first part of any event is the admin phase with roll call, gear check and other administrative tasks. We had a very quick intro from the cadre and then project chaos started. They wanted us to line up in columns of 5 and while we were sorting that out, they asked us to line up according to height. While we scrambled to do that, they were unhappy with how long it was taking so they had us run to some park benches a hundred yards or so away and run back. They then wanted us to line up in a single line and were unhappy with that, too.  Hahaha – the whole experience put us all off balance as the normal expectation was admin stuff, not this chaos. We eventually were told to line up in 3 rows which we did and roll was taken. During this IDs were checked and random bag weight checks were done as well. The cadre had a full program for us and we didn’t waste any time getting to work.

We formed a large circle and while Cadre Shredder talked about chance and roll of the dice in regards to Veteran’s service a deck of cards were broken out. I’m sure many of us have done a deck of cards but this time the choice of the exercise was done by roll of the dice. Cadre rolled, we’d roll and the higher dice would choose. We won two of the four rolls and exercises were assigned to suites. Cadre selected 8 count body builders and devil thrusters while participants chose burpees – yep, you read that right, someone deliberately chose burpees. You can bet your bottom dollar he took a lot of grief about that choice and the last exercise was sit ups. Cadre DS wasn’t content with just normal situps so we did 4 count ruck press situps. This was going to be a long night – LOL.  The plan was to work through 10 cards instead of the full deck but somehow two of the team drew two cards each so it was really 12 cards of work.  We cranked it out and had as much fun as you could with it. To better forge the teamwork we’d need the rest of the event, we lined up in a single row, interlocked arms and did group walking lunges, followed by a body surfing/conveyor belt movement. We were not really body surfing properly and a lot of us, me included, were bear crawling. Cadre Shredder wanted us to sing “God Bless America” while we were surfing and I am sure it sounded wonderful. After we butchered that song he decided that we needed to cry like babies as we were crawling instead of surfing so I am sure that looked hilarious to anyone out and about on the chilly night.

The cadre then asked us to take off our shoes and prepare the enter the water in the canal the borders the south side of Military Park. We all hustled down the embankment, took off our boots and were instructed to take the flutter kick position. We did 4 count flutter kicks with a goal of NOT getting our feet wet. We also did leg raises over the water, again testing mental and physical fortitude. Soon we were told we had 4 minutes to get our footwear back on and back into formation. We ended the welcome party with a tunnel of love race which my group was thankfully not dead last. Small personal note, I’ve been working like crazy to drop weight and this is the lowest weight I have done any event – Spartan Race, GORUCK, 5K, etc ever. Still have plenty of weight to go, but I wanted to make sure I was never the slowest person out there and didn’t drag my team down. I think overall I met my goal and was as asset to the team as best I could be at all times.

After the Tunnel of Love we were told to get ready to move out. There was a MASSIVE log that they Heavy had brought back from their service project sitting in the park next to the start point. It had been sitting there, silently judging and waiting for us. We knew it wouldn’t be long before it would be put to use and now was the time. We sorted ourselves into 3 teams based on size – large, medium and Smurf.  I didn’t pick the names so don’t blame me, shorter people. We picked up the log, our coupons and the flags and moved towards the Indiana Statehouse south lawn which was a few blocks away. We started to practice rotation of the log and coupon duties by size.  It was cumbersome and a bit clumsy as people took the load and painful as people left the load. We were shuffling and trying really hard not to step on each other's heels, too. Communication about different arm placement tactics was flowing but at the end of the day, a heavy log is a heavy log. We were slow and not communicating well so lost the use of the shoulder straps on our rucks for a bit. Here is a picture from the Heavy and was taken in the day so you can see this log in all of its glory.


We made our way to the statehouse lawn and were instructed to set the log down and line up. Cadre Shredder had done some research and shared some great information about the significance of the statehouse and Indiana in general. I'm truly appreciate the effort both cadre put into each of their events and small details like this make it all the more memorable.  While listing to Shredder, Cadre DS counted us off into two group and after our history lesson, the first group laid on the ground in a circle facing each other and the 2nd group lined up. We were getting ready to execute a new activity for me called the "meat grinder".  The group on the ground would roll to the left while keeping in a circle formation and the 2nd group would enter the "grinder" one by one and do a burpee to get over the rollers. It was a bit of a complicated movement and we started grinding away. We finally got the hang of it and we started rotating the first group with the 2nd group so we could all enjoy the burpee fun.  After we ground around enough the cadre had us get up, line up and get ready to roll to our next objective, the USS Indianapolis memorial along the canal.

We collected our coupons, the log and moved out. Along the way we had our first "cop stop" wondering what in the world this group of 45 people were doing at 11PM(guessing) at night in downtown Indianapolis. I was under the log and we didn't stop moving while the cadre talked with the police. A few rotations later of log and coupons we were approaching the memorial. We had the memorial in sight but there was a lot of confusion about where we should be and at some point the log was set down. Cadre Shredder was not happy with this development and he gave us very clear instructions as to where we needed to be, down the hill much closer to the memorial. Once the flag and team gear was situated we were placed in a stress position of a forward leaning rest with our rucks on and feet up on a stone wall. While in this position he reminded us of the importance of team work, communication and a pretty detailed history of the USS Indianapolis. Cadre are experts at sharing details in a nice, calm, steady voice and really excel in this regard when you are in a stress position. If I hadn't been struggling to stay in place I would have cracked a smile at this skill. Afterwards he had us stand up and read about the USS Indianapolis and the horrific situation that so many of the sailors found themselves in after their ship, on a secret mission to deliver the first working atomic bomb, was struck by Japanese torpedoes and sunk in shark infested oceans. Many of the sailors were lost to the sharks while they waited days for rescue. It painted a horrible image and fit into the theme of "Chance" for those who sign up to serve our country. We moved a bit further down the canal, got into formation and sang the "Star Spangled Banner" under the bridge, next to the canal. It seemed very fitting. Cadre Shredder then had us prepare for flutter kicks. We did 309 flutter kicks for the sailors and Marines that survived the USS Indianapolis, broken down into manageable sets.

We gathered our gear started moving out to work on our service project. We continued to carry the log and rotate around. We had people driving by asking if we were OK and as we walked by some houses, the comments from the inhabitants were hilarious. I'm guessing many of them had been talking to their friend Al K Hol (read it out loud if you don't get it) and in general they thought we were crazy. Haha!  We carried the log a bit further and I think our pace was suffering to the point that the cadre had us leave it in a green area along the road. I figured we'd see the log again (spoiler alert - we didn't!) but the cadre said they both mentioned its location in their AARs to HQ for future events.

Cadre Shredder and DS had coordinated a really cool service project that would benefit the local community. Our team weight was a bag of axes and hand saws that we would use to help clear the overgrown shore along the western side of the White River. The river runs through Indianapolis and where we were working had become a bit of a de facto barrier between affluent communities and those with fewer resources. Our work would re-open the bank to access for fishing and a better sight-line to downtown. The Heavy had done a lot of work here earlier and we continued where they left off. We split into groups that would cut the brush and wood, those that would stack it and a third group that would carry it up the embankment and pile it in designated spots near the curb for the city to collect. I lost count as to how many trips up and down the embankment I made as we ripped through this work in a timely fashion. After we policed the area and made sure it looked great, we gathered back on the sidewalk and lined up for the next movement. Here is a before picture and after for some context.


The cadre led us to another area that was maybe a half a mile away and we were tasked with clearing what seemed like an old road that was covered with logs and debris. The city has plans to turn this area by the water into a greenway and an area where they can have pontoons and kayaks for people to use. Another part is slated for public concerts and they needed us to do some of the clearing before they could get some of the machinery in there to do the work. Luckily for them, we seemed to have some good experience with moving logs and working together as a team. We worked together to clear the area and sometime during this process my left knee and lower quad really started hurting. I don't know what it was but my knee was more or less locking up and any bending of it really hurt. It was maybe 3 or 4 AM and I was doubting my ability to complete the event. I brushed the negative thoughts aside but could feel my lower quad swelling.  I continued to work and hydrate and focus on something other than the throbbing in my leg. We finished the work and one of the HTL participants had a birthday on Sunday. We of course celebrated in GORUCK fashion with some flutter kicks. I was able to get down but unable to stand up as I couldn't bend my knee. I took my ruck off and someone helped me get up (thank you!). I was mad as hell and didn't want to drop. I put my ruck back on and I went inside my head, committed to doing everything I could to finish as strong as I can and be a good example for my kids. We started moving back out and luckily for me walking didn't seem to really hurt my knee. Here's a screenshot of a video that showed the area we cleared in the daylight so you can appreciate the work we did. Note the big logs to the left and right of the trail - those and many more were moved by our team. 


We were headed back towards downtown and the cadre gave us a pretty aggressive time hack to get to Monument Circle. We took a bit of a wrong turn and the cadre corrected us by taking us across a train trestle. I am SO happy we did this at night so I didn't have to look down at the ties and see the river below. This was a total mind over matter thing and I just took it one step at a time and before long, we were across. One of the team really wasn't a fan of heights and was literally crawling on their hands and knees across the trestle. This slowed us down quite a bit as we waited but since I'm not a huge fan of heights, I wasn't as upset as some of the others. It is what it is. Once everyone was across we worked to make up time and were covering some pretty good distance to get downtown. We still had all of our coupons but luckily, the log wasn't to be seen again. We rotated many times, hustled through lights and the city was starting to wake up with a lot more traffic. We had another officer stop and ask what we were doing but sent us on our way quickly. Sun was starting to break and I don’t know what the deal with light is, but it *always* helps. We were in a bit of a race with Shredder to get there and the last block or so we were running. He's like Michael Myers - he can walk faster than you can run - hahaha!  We arrived at Monument Circle and had missed our time hack by almost 30 minutes. That's gonna hurt. We found a port a potty that had been tipped over but luckily wasn't too gross so we set it up and I think most of the team took advantage of the facility. They had had us walk around the Monument and read the inscriptions and admire the craftsmanship. It is very cool if you've not seen it before. We formed back up and had to pay the piper for missing the time hack. The dice were broken out and we would multiply the number of exercises by three to the number on the dice. This could get really UGLY if our team leader rolled a 6. Thankfully she rolled a 3 and cadre decided that ruck presses were the order of the day, so we had 90 to look forward to. We started and the team leader was having a hard time completing the activity. Honestly, most of us were too, but since she was up front it was hard to miss. The cadre changed the activity to 4 count arm circles. Laugh all you want, but after the night we'd experienced they were harder than they sound. Nobody cares what you can do fresh, right?

We shared some of our veteran stories and they all were poignant. So many different perspectives and reasons why people were there for this event.  My kids and I were prepared to share our stories as well but with 45 people we'd probably still be there and the cadre had to do last call before we were to move out. As we formed up and were told to head towards the starting point, Cadre DS decided we needed some casualties. This created some more chaos as people broke out webbing to improvise carriers and someone even had a portable stretcher they had with them. We had people doing buddy carries and starting to walk off towards the starting point. It was bad. Cadre DS appointed my son the team leader and he started to organize the group and eventually we moved out. Traffic was still pretty light and I am sure we got some interesting stares. My knee held out and I was able to help 3-man carry one of our casualties in addition to carrying someone’s ruck on my chest.

Along the way to Military Park we passed a 9/11 memorial. Cadre DS had us stop and do a round of memorial pushups. That was a very nice touch given 9/11 was a big reason many people joined the military. We collected our gear and finished the march towards the start point. When we arrived we planted the flag, piled the coupons and were patched as having successfully completed GORUCK Tough Class 2876. All told we did more than 12 miles and a ton of great service work for the community. I had planned on doing the Light later in the day but after hitting the hotel, resting and refueling my knee was still not willing to bend a lot and was swollen maybe twice its normal size. I ended up sitting it out sadly. I knew I would not be an asset to the team and didn’t want to be a drag just gimping and grey-manning my way through it. Overall, a fantastic event and exactly why we were excited to sign up for a Cadre DS and Shredder combination. My son crushed his first HTL and my daughter did stellar in both the Tough and the Light. I couldn’t be prouder of their accomplishments, grit and determination to finish this weekend in some very cold conditions.


Gear List:
  • GORUCK Java GR-1
  • CamelBak Crux 3L Bladder
  • 30lb GORUCK Expert Plate
  • Rocky RKC050 Military and Tactical Boot
  • DryMax Knee High Hiking Socks
  • Woolx Merino Wool base pants and top
  • Grunt Style Performance Long Sleeve T-Shirt
  • Russell Athletic Dri-Power Performance Crewneck Shirt
  • Columbia Silver Ridge Convertible Pants
  • Marmot PreCip Jacket
  • GORUCK Beanie
  • UnderArmour Infrared Balaclava
  • Mechanix Covert Tactical Gloves
  • Vitchelo V800 Headlamp